Aubrey Visits Legacy

I missed a lesson recently because was I spending the day with my granddaughter, Aubrey.  It was a nice day, so I thought even if I couldn’t ride, it would be fun to take Aubs out to see the horses. You know, get her started on her equestrian career. After all, she’s eight months already. It’s time.

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We prepared by studying this book:

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Just one note about the book. The cover leads you to believe that it’s about horse shows – a “What If” scenario that posits what would happen if The Cat in the Hat ran a horse show. Which is something I would pay to see. But I’m afraid the book has almost nothing to do with horse shows. It’s packed full of good horse related information – really packed, I learned a lot – but the title is misleading.

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Of course, I didn’t know exactly how Aubrey would react to the horses. Normally, she’s pretty enthusiastic about things:

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But the horses provoked only mild interest.

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The poor kid slept in the car on the way and when she awoke, she was presented with this alien world and these large, bizarre creatures.  It must have seemed surreal to her. On top of that, since she was born in September, I’m sure she is still trying to adjust to the whole “outside” thing. Until the warmer spring weather arrived, “outside” was just a transition station from the car to the house.

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Karin was nice enough to hook up the cart to Peanut and give us a ride. Aubs grabbed the reins.

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Looks pretty professional to me:

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Years from now, Aubrey will be able to tell her friends, “Yup, I been on horses since I was eight months old”:

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“Even did a little vaulting back then.”

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Obviously, we can’t tell much from this first visit.  And there will be many more visits to come.

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But it did get me thinking. Aubrey may take never take to the equines. The passion for horses is not something you can actually bequeath to your children or grandchildren. Either they have it or they don’t.

The fact of the matter is, Aubs may discover a passion for a pursuit entirely unrelated to horses. And that’s okay. It wouldn’t break my heart if she got into something else. In any case, we have a long way to go before she will actually let us know what that is.

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What’s really sad is the idea of a child who does have the passion, but for one reason or another is denied the opportunity to experience it.

That won’t happen here.

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Level Up

This June will mark my second year full year as an equestrian.  I’m still struggling with most facets, but it’s been a fun struggle. And I think I’ve learned a little bit by being on this side of things.

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Among the things that have impressed me the most is how physically demanding riding a horse can be. I heard my daughters and their friends talk about how “tired” they were after a lesson or a long ride and I believed them, but not because I actually understood why. It’s just always a good idea to take the word of those who actually do something over your impressions as a Non-participating Observer.  Always be wary of any sentence that begins with the words “It seems like…”

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Non-participating Observers are also good with words like “could”, “would” and “should”:  the Curly, Moe and Larry of personal achievement. These are words that open the door to an infinite variety of alternate realities.  Which is great for science fiction, fantasy writing, music & movie critics and government inspectors at all levels, but not for horseback riding.

When you’re on a horse, there is only one reality.  And it’s a demanding reality. It wants your mind, body and spirit and it wants them NOW.  It requires strength, flexibility and a willingness to focus all of your physical and mental energy on the task at hand. This is what makes us equestrians so darn tired.

While I have moments and flashes, I have yet to display the strength, flexibility or endurance necessary to sustain a respectable canter or posting trot  – which I define as ending when I want to and not when I have to, or worse, when the horse decides.

At present, I simply don’t have enough of any of those categories.

“Get your legs on him, Bob!”

They ARE on him.

“Keep your legs on him, Bob!”

Sorry, but right now I’m mainly concerned about just keeping my body on him.

At this point, I have a choice. I can either continue on and have my “struggling fun” or I can develop some sort of exercise regimen and level up.

So, when this post came across my WordPress blog reader last week, it caught my attention: Horse Riders Cinched Core.

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“STable Top Raises”

The blog is by fitness Master Trainer Shelley, a qualified personal trainer and resident of the United Kingdom. Shelley’s blog, From Sneakers to Stilettos with loveis mainly a fashion-fitness-lifestyle sort of thing, but Shelley has two beautiful Arabians and some of her postings are equestrian related.

In class we called this "Child's Pose". Although, I've never actually have seen a kid do this.

In class we called this “Child’s Pose”. Although, I’ve never actually have seen a kid do this.

The fact that several of the photos demonstrated positions that Jenny and I had just learned in our intro Yoga class piqued my interest.  There was nothing in them that I haven’t already done.

I believe this is called "Upward Facing Dog".

I believe this is called “Upward Facing Dog”.

Shelley puts this under "Rising 'Trot' Hip Ups".

Shelley puts this under “Rising ‘Trot’ Hip Ups”.

For added fun, Shelley labeled each set of her exercises with playful equestrian type terms inlcuding “Rising ‘Trot’ Hip Ups,” “The Side Cincher,” and “Let Down Your Stirrups” among others. Shelley includes about 30 photos in all, along with brief descriptions. And a few pics of her Arab Taribo taking his turn in with some Yoga poses.

"Sideways Facing Horse"

“Sideways Facing Horse”

 

The thing I like about Yoga is that most of it feels good while you’re doing it. Not so much the crunches, though.  There’s probably no easy way to develop a strong core.

I’m not sure if I will follow Shelley’s program verbatim.  For example, I’m including some balancing exercises and the “Warrior One” pose – because I like the name. And I may cut out some of her program to keep it manageable time-wise.  But it’s a good start.

Warrior One by two.

Warrior One by two.

And, as always, for anyone considering Shelley’s program or starting any other exercise regimen, consult with your physician before you begin.

Next time I would like to share with you granddaughter Aubrey’s first equestrian experience.

Yoga and Equestrian Excellence

Jenny and I just completed our second go-around in an intro Yoga class. I don’t think I’m ever going to make it beyond the intro class, but that’s okay. I was just looking for some stretching exercises that might help with my riding and Yoga had been recommended to me more than once.

Our instructor’s name was Joy.  Well, of course it was. And she looked and sounded like someone named Joy. Which meant she was hard to hear.

Joy’s voice was very soft and soothing and had a hint of a southern drawl and I couldn’t understand half of what she said.  So I had to modify all my Yoga positions by turning my head to the center of the room to see what the hell she wanted us to do.

Yoga is complex. It includes murky terminology such as left & right and up & down.  Not that these are difficult concepts, it’s just a matter of degree. As in how far up or how far left. There were times when I glanced at what Joy was doing and the girl looked like a pretzel.  I can’t do that.

The key is to focus on your breathing, get your mind to stop running in its usual dog-chasing-tail circles and to listen to your body. Which, due to how some of these exercises work to release tension in the body, sometimes meant the emanation of actual sounds. But this was a sophisticated group we were in and nobody laughed.

Yoga does relax you. Jenny caught me snoring more than once. Especially at the end of the session when we all laid still on our mats, listening to Deuter and thanking our bodies for not dying during class. I told Jenny the snoring was a gesture of respect to our instructor.

I think in order to do it properly, you have to learn to focus. Which is obviously a good thing for horseback riding too. Focus, balance, and strength: The Triad of Equestrian Excellence. I believe Yoga can help develop all of it. So while I don’t plan to take any more classes, I do want to keep working on it on my own.

While I may never be like Joy and learn to how to get my body to flow like a wet noodle with a purpose or discover my Buddha Nature, I can certainly make an improvement.

I’ll let you know how it goes.

What Wikipedia Can’t Tell You About Saddles

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Lesson #60 began with Karin instructing me to pick out my own saddle. This is never a good idea. Normally, when Paul or I go get our own saddle without immediate supervision (pointing) it becomes a process of trail and error.  Like fetching the exact right kind of screwdriver for Mr. Fixit.

“This one, Karin?”

This one, Karin?

This one, Karin?

“No! That’s a (Western) (English) (Children’s) (Not even a saddle).  You want a (English) (Western) (Adult) (Something you can actually attached to a horse).”

“This one, Karin?”

“No.”

“This one, Karin?”

“No.”

“This one, Karin?”

“No!”

Back & forth we go until the process of elimination does its magic and we finally get the right one.

However, for Lesson #60 there was no process of elimination. I marched into the tack room and declared my choice. I based this selection upon my recollection of how each saddle felt in the past, what The Great Book of Horse Knowledge refers to as “seat memory.”

I picked this one:

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I had fond memories of learning how to post at the trot using this saddle.  What heady days those were indeed!

Karin was occupied with another matter – I think a horse was trying to get away or something – so I proceeded without the usual scrutiny.

Karin returned and eyed my saddle selection. She paused. When Karin pauses, it means you better pay attention. It’s her verbal half halt for human students.

And then the cue:

“That’s the dressage saddle, Bob.”

“Yes, it is!”

“You don’t like that one.”

“I have fond memories of this saddle, Karin.”

Another pause.

“Okay, then… go ahead and tighten it up and let’s get riding.”

Five minutes into our warm up and I knew that my “seat memory” had failed me. Sure, they were fond memories. They just weren’t accurate. This was the saddle I was thinking of:

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The above is what Karin refers to as the All Purpose Saddle. The dressage saddle has but one purpose: to make me feel awkward as hell. Just one more reason not to do dressage. The other reason is the clothes they make you wear.

Despite the saddle problem, I was able to get Vinnie to canter a couple of times by myself. Back in the Heady Days, cantering was unthinkable without the umbilical cord:

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Next time, I would like talk about getting in shape for warm weather riding. It’s that time of year! Actually, it’s the time of year I should already be in shape for warm weather riding. So I’ll just consider this a way early start for next year…

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A Romp & Roll Day

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For Lesson #60, we did not ride. The horses had been in their stalls for a day or two due to the heavy rains and even heavier mud. It was just plain nasty outside and no one wanted to be out there.

Heavy mud.

Heavy mud.

While we didn’t ride, I had my helmet on the entire time. I’ve gotten in the habit of putting it on as soon I get out of the car. Just one less detail to interfere with the delicate fetch-halter-groom-saddle-bridle sequence.  There’s enough trouble already.

While we were all standing around, complaining about the weather, Karin suddenly realized something: “You never get pictures of Peanut.”  It sounded more like an accusation than an observation.

Now to most people, this would have seemed like a complete non-sequiter. However, I don’t want to expend the effort to figure out how Karin’s brain works and so I mostly just go with the flow. This may seem like laziness on my part, but I like to think of this approach as a kind of Pretend Zen. There is no need to go out and gather up reality, it will come to you.

So, I responded thusly: “Well, then let’s go get some pictures of Peanut!”

I thought we could photograph the little guy right where he was – which was in the small red barn. But Karin thought it would better to do it inside the arena. And while we were at it, we could bring Luna and Snoopy along as well.

So here’s Paul and me and the little ones, as we go with the flow down the River of Karin:

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Replace “Om…” with “Um…”

Now, if you know anything at all about horses, you know the first thing these guys did when we got into the arena.

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Then they romped and kicked a bit.

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Then they wanted leave.

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Meanwhile, Karin left Paul and me in charge of all of this while she helped Kathy clean stalls.

Of course, we didn’t stop with the little horses. The big ones needed some Romp & Roll time too.  We gave them turns in small groups of three or four. While, Kathy and Karin worked in the barn, Us Men kept a close eye on the equines.

Paul in heavy negotiations   with our charges.

Paul in heavy negotiations with our charges.

With each new batch of horses, Karin gave us a new rule. First, we were to keep them from getting too close to the exits. I think it was because of all the stuff near the doors and Karin was concerned about somebody getting hurt. By “somebody”, she meant the horses.

The plotting begins.

The plotting begins.

And we couldn’t let them run. To enforce the No Running Rule, I used reverse psychology by employing my Special Equestrian Power, which I call Equus Reversus: the ability to make a horse do the exact opposite of what you ask him to do:

Due to our diligence – actually due to Paul’s diligence, I was mostly taking pictures of Paul being diligent – no one important got hurt and all of Karin’s horses got an opportunity for a little R&R (Roll & Romp).

It was a dismal day turned fun.

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Karin’s Journey to Legacy Stables: Part Three

After her experience at the track in Munich, Karin completely dissociated herself from racing.  Her life as a professional jockey had been a thrill ride with dramatic ups and downs and there were aspects of it that she would cherish forever.  But ultimately, it could not satisfy her restless spirit or give her an answer to the real question that she had kept buried deep within for so long.  For that, she would have to continue her journey.

A Completely New World

At Christmas time in 1987, Karin received a package from Erika Fleischer, the owner of Habakuk, the horse Karin rode when she was 11.  Throughout Karin’s teenage years and into her early adulthood, she could always count on a greeting card from Fleischer at least once a year. The woman routinely included a brief hand-written line at the bottom of the card assuring Karin that she was praying for her. While Karin appreciated Erika Fleischer and had fond memories of riding Habakuk, she never gave much thought to these little notes. Karin had not been raised in a Christian home and didn’t have time for religion.  In fact, she thought of Christians as dull and narrow people.

When Karin opened the package from Fleischer, she found a cassette tape titled “Seeking Peace and Freedom.”  A drawing of horses on the cassette cover piqued her interest. She popped the tape in and began to listen.

What Karin heard next made her angry.  It was an evangelical tape.  She was particularly offended when the speaker said, “only through Jesus can you be truly free.” She was obviously already free and the idea that Jesus could claim he was the only way seemed arrogant.

Despite her resistance, Karin couldn’t get the tape out of her mind. Even if she felt “free”, she knew that she had never experienced the kind of peace the message talked about.  For the next several days, she struggled with why this was so.

During a visit to Stuttgart, Karin went out to an American style Country & Western bar with a friend and her date. She acquired a taste for country music during her time in the States. The bar was packed with U.S. military personnel and “German Cowboys.” Karin, feeling very much like the third wheel, sat bored and alone. Finally, a young man approached her and asked her to dance.  Karin accepted and the couple spent the rest of evening dancing and talking.

Karin, still brooding over the message on the tape, asked the young man what he thought of Jesus.

“I believe it’s true,” he told her. He had become a Christian just three months ago.

Karin was taken aback.  “I thought you were normal,” she teased.

He assured her that he was as “normal” as she was. The two hit it off and began seeing each other.

The man introduced Karin to a small group of Christian friends. Still unimpressed with religion, she challenged the group with provocative questions. She couldn’t accept the notion that she could receive anything for free. She always had to earn everything for herself.

But these Christians didn’t seem at all threatened by her confrontational attitude and expressions of doubt. Instead of becoming defensive or rejecting Karin, they responded with this gentle recommendation:

“Ask Jesus himself.  Read John in the New Testament as a love letter directed to you.”

These kind, easygoing people dumbfounded Karin.  They joked, they laughed and they sang. She saw a lightness in them that did not correspond with her long held image of religious people.  And she found herself attracted to them.

“It was a completely new world from what I had been used to.”

Ten months later, Karin married the man who had introduced her to this new world. His name was Wendelin Schmidt.

Farewell to Fernweh

On January 17, 1988, three weeks after meeting Wendelin, Karin drove alone from Stuttgart to Munich. She took the opportunity to finally confront the real question that had plagued her for so long.  She let go and spoke out loud to God:

“If it’s true – if you’re real – I want to give you the garbage pile of my life. I want to start over with you, Jesus, in the driver’s seat.”

And then: nothing happened. No lightening from above, no heavenly music, no divine revelation.  Just Karin in her car feeling like it was going 200 miles an hour.

Over the next two weeks, Karin began to notice a radical change in her attitude and outlook on life.

“I realized that my values had changed. I no longer felt like I was struggling. It was like I was standing next myself. I experienced a peace like I had never felt before.”

The burden had been lifted and the restlessness was gone.

“Jesus gave me a home,” Karin explains. “I had been completely transformed.”

In January of 1990, Karin and Wendelin were blessed with their first child, a baby boy they named Tobias. Daughters Anika (1991) and Leoni (1994) followed.

Top: Leoni, Anika, Tobias. Horse on the bottom: Dad

Top: Leoni, Anika, Tobias.
Horse on the bottom: Dad

Occupied with her young family, Karin became a stay at home mom. Anxious to share her new faith, she became heavily involved in her church’s children’s and women’s ministries. She even used a part-time Tupperware business as means to evangelize.

Karin, riding but no longer racing.

Karin, riding but no longer racing.

In 1994, Karin got a part time job as a manager and riding instructor at a local trail riding stable. She describes this period as a “beautiful time.” Her love of horses was undiminished, but instead of using her passion for them as a means of escape, she now saw horses as a way to connect with people.  She was as determined and fearless as ever, but a growing spiritual foundation enabled her to instill her passion with new meaning and direction.  She was intimately familiar with what a horse could do for the human heart and she knew that in the right hands, this noble and generous animal could be used to build confidence and offer healing for anyone in need. From now on, she would use her love of horses and all that they could offer in the service of others and to her Lord.

The seed was planted that one day would bloom into Legacy Stables.

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The Final Leg to Legacy

In the September of 1999, Wendelin’s company sent him to Michigan to help set up a tool room for their plant in Grand Rapids and the family moved to the United States. As the children became acclimated to their new surroundings, Karin looked for opportunities to introduce them to horses. In the process, she became acquainted with the Kent Special Riding Program. In the spring of 2000, Karin became a volunteer for the program. After going through a certification process, she became a teacher at the program.

Karin worked with a variety of students with special needs, including kids with autism, cerebral palsy as well as children who came from abusive backgrounds. She discovered that she had a knack for this kind of work. She always had a great deal of empathy for anyone who wanted to ride, but who had been denied the opportunity for one reason or another.  Here was a place that she could use her love and knowledge of horses to create a connection between all that horses could offer and those who needed it most.

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In 2004, Karin did something she had never done before: she bought a horse.  His name was Charley, an eight year old, 15 hand Morgan gelding.  Charley had been offered as a donation to the Kent Special Riding Program.  However, the program was in the process of shutting down for the winter season and they were unable to take him. Karin had long wanted to get a horse for her children and for continuing her work with students with special needs.  Karin offered to pay the donor what she would have saved in tax breaks. The donor accepted and after thirty years of waiting, Karin finally had a horse of her own. By the summer of 2005, Karin had ten students in her own special needs program.

One of Karin's students, Lillian on Maree.

Lillian on Charley.

Leoni on Avenir.

Leoni on Avenir.

In November of 2004, Karin formed a vaulting team. The first three members were her children. Three more kids soon joined. In March of 2005, she went back to Germany to earn her vaulting coach certification. When she returned to the U.S. in April, she established Karin’s Horse Connection as an LLC. By the end of summer, her vaulting team swelled to seventeen members. At this point, she and Leoni created A Vaulting Connection, which offered both recreational and upper level competitive vaulting.

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From the next seven years, Karin’s operation grew and she moved it several times. During these years Karin’s herd expanded from one horse to fourteen horses. In addition to giving lessons through Karin’s Horse Connection and the Vaulting Connection, Karin offered horse training and boarding services.  She also served as a leader of the 4-H Club “Blaze with Graze” and coached both the Grandville High School Equestrian Team and Hope College Equestrian club. In 2011 she created the non-profit Therapeutic Horse Connection.  In 2012, the Schmidt family purchased the property in southern Kent County that is now Legacy Stables.

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A well-ribboned Gabe.

A well-ribboned Gabe.

While Karin’s vision and drive are at the heart of Legacy Stables, no one knows better than her that this dream could not have become reality without the help and support of those around her, particularly from her family.  The families of Karin’s students, those who clearly see Karin’s gift in the way their children have responded, have been instrumental and continue to be her most ardent supporters.

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Don’t Give Up

There were moments during the months prior to the move, when Karin doubted that it was actually going to happen.  Dealing with the tough financial and logistical issues inherent in such a project tested Karin’s resolve, sometimes to the point of despair. But at each and every step, her faith carried her:

“Whenever a door closed, God opened a window.  I knew this is what He wanted me to do. It would not have been possible otherwise.”

Sometimes she had to be reminded.  At one point in the process it appeared that Karin had no chance of swinging a deal for the property.  It looked so hopeless that she considered giving up the dream and getting out of the horse business altogether:

“That evening I drove to the stable. I just wanted to hug my horses. However, through a misunderstanding in scheduling, a student showed up for a riding lesson. I was not prepared at all. But Savia came running to me, excited and without hesitation, she shoved a drawing in my face, ‘Ms. Karin I painted this for YOU!’”

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“This picture struck me right in my heart. It gave me the chills. This 9-year old girl had NO IDEA about my situation. I stuttered, ‘Why, … how, …’ In her very own unique naïve childlike way she said, ‘Well, Ms. Karin, you can always try again.’

I called the seller one more time. Two days later we sealed the deal.”

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Of course, Karin’s Journey doesn’t end here. While Jenny and I had no way of knowing what we were actually witnessing during our first visit to Karin’s Horse Connection on that early Summer evening in 2011, we could tell that it was something special.  And I have a feeling that the force behind the drive and passion that brought the Schmidts to Legacy Stables will, through Karin’s gift, go on making human-horse connections for a very long time.  I am honored and grateful to be a part of it.

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Karin’s Journey to Legacy Stables – Part Two

Second of a three part series.

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The Bluegrass Region of Kentucky is the Great Mecca of the horseracing world and Karin had long felt drawn to it. And now, as restless young jockey in search of a quest, was there a better place for her to continue her journey? At age 24, Karin would make her pilgrimage to the United States.

 A Pilgrimage Gone Off Track

Once again, an overseas family connection helped determine Karin’s port of entry. This time, it was a cousin living in New York City. Karin spent ten days with her, long enough to buy a ’72 VW Beetle. As is her habit to this day, she gave the bug a name: Little Joe, after the Michael Landon character on Bonanza.

With $500 in her pocket, she set off alone to Lexington. She would sleep in her car to save money.

Karin did not make it to Lexington. During a quick stop at a gas station in Cleveland, she asked the station’s attendant if there was a racetrack in town. The man said there was a track nearby and if she hurried she could catch the last couple of races.

Karin rushed to the track, but instead of watching races, she struck up a conversation with a group of stable workers.  Within a few minutes, it became obvious to them that Karin was an experienced track person.  The workers introduced her to a Mr. Blakeslee, their trainer. Blakeslee invited Karin to come back the next morning and he would take her behind the scenes to his training stable.

Karin was in awe of what she witnessed the next day. Racehorses in the United States were handled very differently than they were in Germany. She was particularly struck by the way the Americans used Quarter horses with Western saddles to “pony” the Thoroughbreds to and from the track.

Blakeslee invited Karin to ride one of the Quarter horses. Karin had never seen an actual Western saddle before and for the first time in her life, she got to ride on one.

Blakeslee also allowed Karin to exercise a young racehorse. He was so impressed by her riding ability that he asked her to stay and work for him. Karin declined, her heart was set on Kentucky. Blakeslee gave her a contact name at Churchill Downs in Louisville. She was to ask for a man named Glenn Wismer.

Churchill Downs

Churchill Downs

When Karin approached the gates at Churchill Downs, she was filled with apprehension.  Even though she had been through so much already, it was one of those moments in which she began to question her own judgment.

“Once again, I got scared of my own courage. Who was this guy? What would he be like? What will come of this?”

Karin had nothing to worry about.  Glen Wismer was an exceptional horse person and trainer.  Karin found him to be knowledgeable, pleasant and a decent man to work for.  He allowed her to live in one of his tack rooms while she served as a kind of jack-of-all-trades in his barn. However, he did not have room on his roster of jockeys for her.

At that time, a minor trainer at the track, Phil Thomas, was finding it difficult to get his exercise riders to show up in the morning. Since Karin always seemed to be at the barn, he asked her if she would like to pick up some extra work exercising horses. Karin quickly accepted.

Thomas had been having trouble with a particularly skittish filly. His other riders refused to work with her because she was getting so difficult to control. Karin asked if she could give it a try.

Instead of attempting to overwhelm the filly with a heavy hand, Karin took a gentler, more patient approach. She spoke to the horse in a soothing tone and employed a lighter touch, using only as much force as she thought absolutely necessary.

“I made it fun for her,” Karin says.

And the filly responded. Karin discovered that this horse loved to run.

Thomas couldn’t believe what he was seeing. Since no one else seemed able to handle this horse, he asked Karin if she would be interested in riding for him.  He offered to help her get a racing license and told her that when the season ended at Churchill Downs, she could accompany him to Ellis Park in Henderson, Kentucky

Wismer was going to Minneapolis and Karin wanted to race, so she accepted Thomas’ offer.  In a span of four weeks, she rode seventeen races for Thomas and other trainers at Ellis Park.

Karin at Ellis Park

Karin at Churchill Downs

In the meantime, Karin found a room to rent in Evansville, Indiana, just across the state line from Henderson. She also found a boyfriend in Evansville.  She met Howard at bar on the evening of the 4th of July.

Paradise Lost

While at Ellis Park, a jockey agent approached Karin:

“You have talent and I’m going to make you famous,” he told her.

The agent offered to promote Karin at Turf Paradise, a large track near Phoenix, Arizona. She accepted. Thomas was angry and felt betrayed, but Karin, compelled by her insatiable Fernweh, couldn’t resist the lure of an even greater adventure out west.

Turf Paradise, Phoenix, Arizona

Turf Paradise, Phoenix

Karin was actually part of a large convoy of thirteen horses and an assortment of trainers, handlers and riders accompanying her new agent. Horseracing is inherently nomadic and this kind of caravanning is typical.

It was a difficult trip. It was August and the Beetle was not equipped with air conditioning. Even the car’s windows didn’t work well. As a result, Karin suffered from heat stroke while driving through Texas. Then her car broke down in Oklahoma.  At one point during the trip, the convoy’s hay supply caught on fire, due to a careless smoker.

Turf Paradise turned out to be more like Turf Nightmare. Thieves broke into her car and took everything she had, except for her saddle. Then her agent abandoned her when he was offered a position in the track’s office.  Transitory relationships, both business and personal, are another common feature of the racing scene.

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Karin’s Arizona racing license

Karin found the atmosphere on the backside of Turf Paradise hostile to women. In this macho dominated environment, trainers considered young women like Karin as “too weak” to handle their spirited Thoroughbreds on the track.  They simply did not take this little girl with a German accent seriously.

Karin refused to back down. In order to prove herself, she volunteered to work with horses that would have been dangerous in even the most experienced hands. And without an agent, Karin had to exercise horses for free in exchange for a chance to race.  It wasn’t uncommon for unscrupulous trainers to dangle a racing opportunity in front of a trusting jockey as a way to get free labor – and then give the spot to another jockey.

Karin at Turf Paradise

Karin at Turf Paradise

With her usual determined spirit, Karin endured the exploitation and managed to ride in four races.  However, she didn’t get paid for any of them because – they told her – she had to have an official work permit for them to process the payment. To make matters worse, the racing season in the north was ending and jockeys were coming south in droves, flooding an already competitive job market.

With no agent, no money and no decent employment prospects, Karin knew it was time to move on.

A Rough Trip Back

After visiting a friend in San Francisco, Karin turned back east. She intended to meet up with Howard in Kentucky. The original plan had been for him to join her in Arizona where he would find work as a golf pro. But that wasn’t going to happen now.

On the way back, Karin got caught in a massive Rocky Mountain snowstorm and her car died on the side of the road. She would have froze to death had not a kindly stranger stopped and helped her get the Beetle started again by pulling it with his vehicle. The man warned her if she shut the engine off, she might not get it started again. Thus began a 52-hour marathon drive to Kentucky. She left the car running even when she stopped for gas.

When she got to Kentucky, Howard was gone and Karin knew the relationship was over. Emotionally and physically exhausted, Karin decided it was time to go home.

Racing to the Bottom

Back in Germany, Karin worked at the Dortmund racetrack for about six months. However, the dark side of track life was wearing on her spirit. Unhappy with her situation, she decided to resume her schooling.  In four months, she would be able to complete her Master’s degree in Horse Training. This would allow her to train racehorses and work with apprentices.

Karin's Master Degree in horse training

Karin’s Master Degree in horse training

Following the completion of her degree, Karin went to Cologne and managed to land a job working under legendary horse trainer, Heinz Jentzsch. In an era when the top German horse trainers rarely hired women, this was a noteworthy achievement. While Jentzsch respected Karin for her seriousness and hard work, he made it clear from the start that he could only keep her on for three months.

With Heinz Jentzsch in Cologne

With Heinz Jentzsch in Cologne

While working for Jentzsch, Karin learned that Lufthansa, the German airline, was in the process of developing a new program for transporting horses by air. Previously, the airline required owners to accompany their horses on flights and made them responsible for handling the animals during the trip. The new program would offer a service where trained handlers would relieve owners of that responsibility and even allow them to take separate flights.

The prospect intrigued Karin. As a seasoned traveller with extensive experience and training as a handler, she knew she was perfectly suited for the job.  Apparently, Lufthansa thought so as well. After interviewing for the position, Karin believed she had excellent chance of being hired. However, she would have to wait for the airline to complete the final stages of development before receiving an answer.

The saddle, boots, pants and goggles Karin wore in her racing days nicely preserved.

The saddle, boots, pants and goggles Karin wore in her racing days nicely preserved.

While Karin waited for word about her “dream job,” she found work at the track in Munich as an assistant trainer. What Karin experienced in Munich was the polar opposite from Jentzsch’s operation. While living in a housing unit on the track’s backside with other trainers, jockeys and workers, she found herself surrounded by dysfunction and misery.  The track operated seven days a week and the workers rarely had time or opportunity for a life on the outside.  Washed up jockeys, who once felt that addictive adrenaline rush, now found themselves with broken bodies and unqualified for any other kind of employment outside of racing. Many worked as “stable lads.”  Isolated and trapped in low paying jobs, some turned to alcohol and drugs.  Addiction and all of its attendant vices ran rampant in the worker’s dormitories. There were regular incidents of domestic violence, robberies and even suicide and murder.  It was a depressing and dangerous environment.

Meanwhile there was still no job offer from Lufthansa. The program had been stalled within the airline’s bureaucracy and there was no telling when the position would become available.  It had been six months since her interview and Karin gave up hope.

Karin began to look at what her life had become. Even with all the success, adventure and travel, she was as restless as ever, unable to escape the void she felt inside.  Whatever it was she was looking for, she knew she wasn’t going to find it on the racetrack. She certainly didn’t want to end up like the jockeys in Munich.

Karin decided it was time to leave racing and never look back.

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Look for Part 3 next week.

 

Karin’s Journey to Legacy Stables – Part One

 

This is the first in a three part series that features the story of my riding instructor, Karin Schmidt. I think Karin’s story says a lot about why she was motivated to establish Legacy Stables and her vision for the future.

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I started taking riding lessons from Karin in June of 2011. I shopped around a bit before picking Karin’s.  The other barns seemed adequate for taking lessons, but I was looking for more than just instruction in proper riding technique. I wanted to learn at a place where there was a lot of positive energy, where I could explore the mysteries of this consuming passion that certain humans have for these magnificent animals. I was serious about learning how to ride, but I was also searching for inspiration.

When Jenny and I visited Karin’s Horse Connection, we knew we had found the right place.  As we strolled around grounds, we saw a barn that was nicely maintained and horses that were well cared for. And we got to witness Karin and her daughter, Leoni, give a group vaulting lesson.  There was something about the way the young students responded to their teachers and the confidence and poise these kids displayed around the horses that told us that this place was unique.

About a year after I began lessons, Karin bought some property on the other side of town and move her operation there.  She named her new place Legacy Stables.

For Karin, Legacy Stables is a place to share her wealth of knowledge, her experience and her passion. It is her vocation, her avocation and her ministry. It is the culmination of a long and sometimes difficult journey – a journey that included not only four decades of globe trotting and adventure, but also personal struggle and spiritual awakening.

More Than a Passing Phase

Karin began her journey before she turned age 6.  It was then that she first became aware of the stirring inside of her that would later bloom into a life-long passion for horses. At age 7, she began vaulting at a high-level dressage barn in Southern Germany.  At 9, she decided that she wanted to make horses a life-long career.

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Her parents were skeptical, of course.  “Horses are a hobby, not a profession,” they told her. They dismissed Karin’s fascination as a youthful fancy, a temporary thing not to be taken seriously.

Karin on the first Habakuk.

Karin on the first Habakuk.

Karin’s parents did not know what they were dealing with. The passion for horses in young people is easily mistaken as a frivolous thing, a phase that will surely pass when something more interesting comes along. In many cases, this is true.  But for those with the real thing, “I want a pony” is not a simple request.  It is an expression of something deeper. Something that is difficult – particularly for the young – to put into words. And it doesn’t just “go away.” As her parents would eventually discover, Karin had the real thing.

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Karin’s adolescent years were not easy.  As a young teenager, she was socially awkward and lacked confidence. Bullied at school and misunderstood at home, she often felt isolated from both her peers and family.

Horses offered Karin solace from the harsh world of people.  With horses, she could give and receive the affection and approval she was unable to experience elsewhere.  In the barn, she felt capable and valued.  And it became a place where she could express her natural fearlessness. From her long hours with these marvelous creatures she developed the determination that would drive her for the next thirty years.

A Real Profession

In Germany, it is customary for older teens not going directly to college to select an apprenticeship in a practical profession.  Naturally, Karin wanted to take her training at a horse barn. However, her parents pressed her to apply for something more practical. So, at 17, Karin began an apprenticeship in domestic services at a local boarding house owned and managed by a husband and wife team. It was hardly a coincidence that the boarding house was located at a state horse farm.

Karin lacked the aptitude or desire for domestic services. This became clear early in the process, much to the chagrin of the lady of the house. Karin disliked cooking and had no interest in cleaning or in organizing a household. Her most spectacular achievement was to explode a pressure cooker, presumably by accident.  After a few weeks of tolerating Karin’s indifference to all things domestic, the woman threw up her hands and told Karin she could do her “apprenticing” out in the barn.

The barn work consisted mainly of mucking stalls and cleaning tack. But Karin felt comfortable around the horses and she thrived in the environment. A friend suggested that Karin break off her apprenticeship at the farm and apply for a new one at a horse racetrack.  Within two weeks Karin quit the farm and despite having never been to a racetrack, began a new apprenticeship to become a professional jockey.

The next several months brought Karin more tack to clean, more horses to lead and countless stalls to muck.  She also worked as an exercise rider and impressed the trainers at the track with her knack for handling difficult behaviors.  It wasn’t long before they had her breaking yearlings, a demanding and hazardous procedure.

The track used an accelerated method of breaking yearlings. The process involved two people bridling and saddling a horse in a box stall, while a third mounted him.  This was the horse’s bewildering introduction to bits, bridles, saddles and riders – all at once. Outside the box stalls an experienced horse and rider were positioned, waiting for the yearlings and their riders to be released as group. When the stall doors opened, the veteran horse would lead the yearlings around in circles at the trot. The idea was to keep the young horses moving forward so that they wouldn’t buck or rear.  These horses were not gelded and the results were always unpredictable.

Karin not only rode five or six horses like this every day, but she was also assigned the wildest horses, the ones no one else would dare ride.  Because of their value to the track, the horses were well taken care of. However, exercise riders were regarded as expendable. Karin fell off countless times, but never backed down and would simply remount and try again.

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After a year at the track, Karin was allowed to race. She responded by winning the first race she entered. It was on a horse named Avenir (the namesake of Karin’s current vaulting horse), a five year-old Thoroughbred that had never won before and was never expected to win.

Karin and Avenir win their first race.

Karin and Avenir win their first race.

Karin was more amazed than anyone. “We passed three horses on the finishing stretch. Then I realized – ‘hey there’s no one in front of us’ – it took me a moment to comprehend what that meant.”

They finished the race with “no one in front of them.”  The whole experience was a huge adrenaline rush for Karin.

“It’s hard for people who have never raced to understand what it does to you. Having all that power beneath you, the pure speed and the rush of the wind in your face.  The noise and incredible energy of the herd overcomes you  – it’s intoxicating. It works like drug on your brain and people get addicted.”

Another win.

Another win.

At age 18, Karin was hooked. She was going to be a jockey. Finally, here was a real horse profession her parents could accept. For Karin, racing validated her self worth.

For the next three years, Karin worked at the barn of the great German jockey, Fritz Drechsler. During this time, she was able to race at every track in Germany.

Karin with her father (center) and Fritz Drechsler.

Karin with her father (center) and Fritz Drechsler.

While at Dreschsler’s, Karin benefited from the influence of a minor trainer she calls “Eddie.” Karin describes Eddie as a “broken man,” a reference to his chronic problem with alcohol. However, Eddie had a wealth of practical racing knowledge and was eager to share it with Karin.

“He was useless after noon, of course,” Karin says. “But he had a few good hours in the morning before he started his daily binging.”

During these “good hours”, Eddie took Karin step by step through the real nuts and bolts of horse racing. He instructed her on the value of physically surveying a track before each race, even if she had been on it before. He taught her how to prepare for a race by running it in her head over and over again, what sports psychologists today refer to as “mental imagery” or “mental rehearsal.” Karin attributes much of her success later in her racing career to Eddie’s influence.

At 21, Karin received her Certified Bachelor’s in Horse Racing. With this, she was able to race professionally. Still, Karin sensed there was something missing in her life. She attributed this feeling to kind of restlessness that the Germans refer to as “Fernweh”, a longing to leave home and experience foreign places.

“I just knew the world didn’t stop at Munich,” Karin says.

She sent letters to horse trainers in several foreign countries enquiring about employment opportunities.  A trainer from Canada responded and invited her to visit.  She booked a three-way flight, with Lima, Peru as the third destination. Her plan was to visit her aunt in Lima for six weeks before going on to Toronto.

The Limelight in Lima

Six weeks in Lima turned into six months.  Not long after arriving, Karin asked her aunt if there was any horse racing in town. Her aunt informed that there was indeed a track. Lima was home to the Hipodrome de Monerrico, the largest horse racetrack in Peru.  With a seating capacity of over 40,000 it dwarfed the tracks Karin had raced at in Germany.

 The Hipodrome de Monerrico, Lima.


The Hipodrome de Monerrico

Karin marched down to the track the next day, armed with photos of her racing exploits in Germany. She found her way to the backside, where she was met at the gate by a security guard.

The guard attempted to wave her away: “No turistas! No turistas!”

Karin pulled out her photos and handed them to the guard.  He looked at the photos and then he looked at her. He gestured for her to stay put and then disappeared. A few minutes later he returned with another man, whom Karin assumed was a trainer. The two men began asking her questions, all in Spanish.

Karin responded with the only Spanish word she knew: “Si”.

It was enough. She was escorted backside and introduced to Jose Meza, one of the major trainers at the track. Meza took her under his wing the same day.

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Despite the language barrier, Meza quickly guided Karin through her training. A few weeks later, Karin won her first race at the Hipodrome.

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Karin became an instant celebrity in Lima. The local racing scene was male dominated and this young, blonde German girl couldn’t help but stand out.  The track made the most of their new sensation with extensive media coverage.

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“They promoted me like a blue dog,” Karin says.

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Of course that didn’t keep them from repeatedly misspelling her name.

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Karinsita (“Little Karin”) was recognized everywhere she went. Autograph seekers began approaching her on the streets. Bus drivers allowed her to ride for free. In restaurants, drinks appeared out of nowhere.

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Karin exploits were even covered back home in the German press.

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But Karin knew it couldn’t last. After 6 months, her tourist visa expired and she had to return to Germany.

Not long after she got home, Karin became restless again. The South American adventure just wasn’t enough to satisfy the Fernweh and she was anxious to resume her headlong flight.

But to where?

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Look for Part Two of Karin’s story next week.

The Right Horses

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Lesson #59 began with Karin handing Paul and me a halter & lead rope.

“You will be riding Maree and Windy…”

Both Paul and I hesitated, waiting for Karin to complete her paragraph of instructions.

She nodded to the halter & lead ropes, “… Okay… go get them.”

I wasn’t going that easily. “All right. But who rides who?”

“You two have to decide that.”

Karin keeps adding to the list of things we have to do for ourselves.  This includes making these kinds of decisions.

Fetching our own horses is often the most stressful part of the lesson. Both Paul and I are deeply concerned about bringing back the wrong horse.

I admit it. I ‘ve been taking lessons on Karin’s horses for almost two years and I still can’t always tell them apart. Especially the brown ones. And sometimes the Paints.

I think we should devote a whole day to Horse Identification Training.  We could take pictures and label them, noting the various markings on each of the horses. We could learn to identify Karin’s horses from more than just their general color & size and get away from all this guessing and anxiety.

As Paul and I hobbled across the frozen, rut-filled pasture, I noted that of the four horses in this area, two were Paints and two were brown. Of the two brown ones, one was a miniature horse.  The big one was obviously Maree. So all we had to do with figure out the Paints.

We made our best guess and got it right. When you have a fifty/fifty shot and two guys sort of agree on the same one, it boosts your confidence in your answer. By the time Karin made it out to the pasture to see what was taking us so long, we had the right horses and were ready to go.

The rest of the lesson went remarkably smooth and easy. Maree took the bit with no problem on our first try.  She is such a sweetie.

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We rode bareback, so we didn’t have to mess around with saddles and all that rot. I even got to ride in my tennis shoes. I like that.

Karin made us mount the horses without her help. Maree is short, so that was a breeze.

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Karin dragged the arena while we were warming up, but both Maree and Windy ignored the tractor and the noise. These are rock solid horses.

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We then spent a very pleasant time just trotting around the arena, focusing on ourselves and relaxing into the horses beneath us.  Karin stood on the outside of arena, watching and wishing she had a beer.

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We didn’t learn anything new on Lesson #59. We were just applying the things we’ve already been taught.  There has to be a term for this, I thought.

Then it hit me. Ah, yes. It’s called practice.

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New Stuff

After a couple of weeks off, I returned to my lessons last Thursday.  Legacy was a busy place while I was gone.

There’s new barn art.

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New stalls.

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This mysterious item that somebody invented while I was gone.

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And lots of new mud.

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I really like the new barn art. “Vitality” was a gift to Legacy Stables from artist Brenda Dezeeuw. Someone on Facebook commented that the photo doesn’t really do the piece justice. So true. When you walk into the barn, it just sort of draws you to it.

Brenda Dezeeuw and "Vitality".

Brenda Dezeeuw and “Vitality”.

I actually didn’t notice the new stalls until Paul pointed them out.  Whoa!  They just all of a sudden appeared. They call me Mr. Observant. In my defense, I was too busy admiring the new art and trying to pet the dog.

I found the mysterious item on the dressage saddle while I was tacking up Vinnie.

I did not know what to do with it. Or why it was there. Or what it was. I suspected alien technology. But it came off pretty easy and I handed it to Kathy. She told me it’s called “a girth extension.”

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“What manner of beast requires such an extension?” Discovering unfamiliar items like this is unsettling for me and always leads to more questions.

In this case, the question had an easy answer: the new girth extension was for Habakuk, Karin’s new horse.

Oh, yes. She did.

I think she’s up to 14 or 15 now. I don’t think she even knows for sure.

Habakuk is huge. He’s 17 hands, making him a little shorter than my old buddy Caspian.  But he’s as wide as a tank. Like Brenda’s art, you really have to see him up close and personal to truly appreciate him.

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Karin made me hold him for a minute or two while she was getting some of the other horses from the pasture. Habakuk and I looked at each other, you know sizing each other up. With larger horses, I usually worry about getting stepped on. But this time, I worried about getting eaten.

I know, I know. Horses don’t eat people. But while we were eye to eye, I couldn’t help but recall Fat Bastard’s line from Austin Powers: “Get into by belly!”

From what Karin tells us, Habakuk is actually a very nice horse. He has a good disposition and she can tell that he’s had a good deal of training.  At one time he had been employed as a 4-H horse for a twelve-year-old girl.  If you’re a horse looking for a job working with kids, that’s a pretty good thing to have on your resume’.

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Karin intends on using Habakuk for vaulting. This is going to require some work, but she has a pretty good feeling about the project.

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